Artist Statement for the Art Base show

My peony hedge.

My sister Heather was, among many things, a disciplined thinker and a writer.  She was a poet, and a good one, which is no mean feat. Painters can take a few shortcuts every now and then and get away with it. Not so with poets– there is no smudging involved with a good poem. We always planned to collaborate on a book, or joint show, and fuse our work together to celebrate each other’s artistic medium. She died before we could get there. Shortly after her death I started to paint with this collaboration in mind, and I swiftly realized that I was still in deep mourning and could not pull inspiration from her words, just longing and grief. It was just too soon.  

A crane sketch.

When this show opportunity at The Art Base surfaced a year later, I found I couldn’t get back to my original intent. This often happens when I lay ideas aside — they often pick up and scuttle off like crabs.  So I turned to my own writing and reading, and some of what I uncovered became part of this show and what you see on these walls. When Spring pulled up, I poured myself into my gardens. When my husband bought me a macro camera lens for my birthday, I discovered a new paradise. All of the garden inhabitants got blown up, abstracted, wild and unfamiliar. I was as thrilled as my eleven year old self when I saw a slice of pond water under a microscope for the first time. I sketched and photographed and wrote some more. I tried to learn Latin names without much success and read outdated botany guides. My kids were patient when I would pull the car abruptly over to the side of the highway to inspect a plant in bloom. I finally realized that I was stumbling around like a clumsy leviathan without really seeing so much around me. I hated to leave my garden and the hills around my house.  My family would find me on the ground, wedged in between plants –peering. My awe for my backyard grew tenfold.

A bee in a flower.

Heather was big on reverence —  either she was glued to the stance of a perching bird or the way the wind on her beloved Texas Hill Country ranch would move the grass, or she would explore byzantine and snarled ideas and resurface to deliver them with clarity to the rest of us.  I cannot wade into theology or philosophy as easily as she could, but we both shared a love of gardens and the natural world. So I realized that this is a collaboration after all. One of her poems is on these walls, and her influence — her exhortation to stand at attention –flows through my work. This show reinforced what I know in theory, but often forget in practice when I am distracted and lazy: that the best antidote for sorrow, disappointment and pettiness is creative inquiry or taking inventory. And it will inevitably pull you time and time again into the garden of delights.

This show is dedicated to you dear heart.

Heather Catto Kohout
Thistle buds.

5 responses to “Artist Statement for the Art Base show”

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    well i know you gave me the gift of writing time this summer but you sure stole it back this afternoon:). can’t stop looking at the landscapes and the photos, separately and together, so evocative and gorgeous and in the very best of ways like a memoir. incredible insight on to how you see the world–blessed and awash with grace. the colors are so saturated, it’s almost as if we enter them. how i wish i could be there at your talk!

    xxs helen

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    Isa……..I am tearful reading your words.
    Such a beautiful tribute to your beloved sister Heather, her talent, and her words.
    You are surely keeping her vivacious spirit alive.
    I wish I had known her.
    Much love, Jan

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    For whatever reason, your page and comments made me think of this song, a favorite I listen to over and over.

    Always go to the garden.

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    Kathy Le Mieux-Rodman

    You move me to connect to those i love and make a difference . I am sending your site to myself sisters and daughter love kathy

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